Am I going too far? Secretly going to my friend’s place while I’m waiting for him?!
It's the first time I've dared to go further. The room is silent, the door only ajar, my heart is beating faster than usual. I know I should be careful… because the front door could open at any moment. His car isn't there yet, but how long do I really have? I'll show you everything. My gaze keeps drifting back to the door, as if reminding myself that I mustn't be discovered. And that's precisely what makes it so intense. First this new sensation, then another one I've never allowed myself before. Two new stimuli, one after the other, and each one brings me closer to that point where I forget everything around me. My breathing becomes more rapid, my voice quieter, almost a whisper. I talk to you while I try to stay in control. Every moment is a game of pleasure and risk. What excites me almost more than the sensation itself is the thought that I could be caught at any moment. I didn't know I'd like it this much. And now that I do, I don't really want to stop.
