F#ck that I’m actually doing it! What if my boss sees this?
I don't know how best to describe it… I was really excited before I filmed the video. ? I had decided to try out a few new things – with no plan, just out of curiosity and a little, well… embarrassment. ? At first I was really nervous, almost as if someone was secretly watching me while I did something I didn't show anyone else. But then I got curious – every moment felt different somehow, and I really wanted to know how far I could go. I tried out different little things, feeling my way around and smiling every time I did it, because what I was doing was kind of crazy. ? And then… came the last one. The one I saved for last. That one was special – different, more intense, and to be honest: I didn't think it would blow me away like that. Afterwards I was half embarrassed, half proud of myself because I actually went for it. And somehow… I'm even more curious now. Maybe you can see that in the video. ??
