What was that please? Have I really come now??!!
I still can't really believe I actually pulled this off! The whole week I had been thinking about how and if I could do that. To be honest, it took me a few tries before I really dared. This step was a very big one for me. Admittedly, I've never let anyone see me doing it myself and now everyone can see it. OMG the thought still gives me a sinking feeling. But then I summoned up all my courage and just let myself go, and what happened next was just unbelievable. I really did have an orgasm. I'm still a little shocked that I dared to do it and actually came. Do you think I'm ready to make a video with a man for the first time now???
